HELLO ASLAN

For a long time my favourite animal was/has been THE BLACK PANTHER.

but today I have just discovered the complete opposite in a sense…

THE WHITE LION.

wow

just wow.

I’m not sure if I’ve ever seen an animal more beautiful.

but yeah, according to my own logic/personality quiz, your first favourite animal and the characteristics you like about them represent your ideal self.

so now I am torn between the black panther (cool, DARK, brooding, mysterious, powerful) and the white lion (PURE, majestic, beautiful, extraordinary, essentially what God would be if he were an animal in my opinion).

why am I always torn between dark and light.

anyway, I think white lion is taking over. but if that’s the case then why is my ideal self “God”? and I just know I’m either going to take it to one extreme or another. do I idealize this ‘God’ from a humble, mortal, lowly vantage point? or am I trying to become God? or am I trying to become my own God? see, I can either turn out very monotheistic or just a complete heretic. or just end up more narcissistic than I already am.

anyway, my last acid experience told me that I was both. as in, I was both God and part of God at the same time.

it all makes sense.

and I mean God in a very very very very general sense. god, higher power, godhead, force of the universe, all-encompassing everything etc. etc.